I just want to be a girl and be loved

But I wouldn't mind if I looked like this too

HELP

Hi all
I had written a long story and just finished proof reading it and hit the publish button, but now it has disappeared. and I don't even have the draft. What can I do to find it or restore it or whatever.
It took months to write it and now it's gone.

This would be so exciting.

A few years ago I went out in my back yard in something like this and a dress.  But it was at night. I was so excited
I know I will never look like this.  But, I would dress like this every day and go sit out in the back yard if I looked like her

I know I used this from someone elses blog.

I would give you credit but I forgot who I borrowed it from.

I think I would.

What's the sense of looking this good if you don't.

I know I would.

But don't show my face yet.

Steve has had some changes in his life,

but was still embarrassed that friends would still recognize him

Are You Sissy Enough ?

And can you unhook it with just one had.

Is this Sissy enough for you ?

This is dedicated to all of my hero Bloggers, Leeanne , Kaaren, Caitlyn, Sara,  Dee, Ann Michelle, Hugo Black, Kyra, Diane, The Feminization Station, and the Sissy School.
 I enjoy their blogs immensely.

Bikinis !!!

I was surfing looking at girls in bikinis. I came across this one that was in a group of photos.

Admittingly the girls tush looks great. and I think the bulge in her friend's bikini looks great too.

Too bad it's not from the S.I swimsuit issue.

Yes I am proud of them.

Steve finally got the implants that he had saved for. He had seen a plastic surgeon who some of his friends said was an artist. He would pose for anyone now. He was very proud of the body he had, especially his new assets.

Finally !!

Steve had been listening to feminizing hypnotic tapes downloads or what he felt had been close to forever.  He had been listening to one that he liked every night as he went to sleep for a month.  As he put on his favorite bikini to go out to his pool he noticed and thought,"I am finally starting to have a little progress."

Now I just have to keep it up to get to my goal.

I can't back down now.

Steve had a exceptional makeover. He looked exactly how he wanted to look. It had cost a lot of money, but it didn't cost him a dime. He did realize as he was getting ready and putting on his lingerie that tonight he was going to have to start paying for it, and like the makeover that would last forever, he would be paying for it forever.

Leeanne where are you ?

I remember Leeanne saying it would be a fun game to play. Dressing up was always a great time with her.  She suggested that we go over to her friend, Kaaren's house. She said that I had to be blindfolded while we were driving over to her house.  We stopped, she turned off the car, opened the door and helped me out. We had walked a ways when she said she had forgotten something in her car. I waited. I heard the car door open, close. The car started. I heard her drive away.
"That couldn't have been her."
Now I saw why it was such a fun game.

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Less Than A Man

I went along with my girl friend when she said that she wanted me to dress up as a girl on Halloween.
After the party she came on to me admitting that it was a fantasy of hers to be with a shemale.
I admitted at first I was turned on by the prospect. I had been secretly crossdressing for years and finally felt a big relief that I didn't have to stay hidden any longer. Somewhere along the way she had thrown out all my male clothes, and bought me a lot of girl clothes.
She said that she wanted to start me on woman's "vitamins". I went along knowing that they weren't vitamins but really high dose estrogen. I had a work from home job, so the changes weren't apparent to anyone but me and my wife. I began to like how I felt and look. I felt pretty and sexy. She started to get me some things that were very sexy. Shortly after that is when the humiliation started. It started once when I couldn't get hard for her.  Then as the hormones continued their effect of making me more of a woman, they made my manhood even less of a man.
Then she asked me, "Let me see that pathetic reason you still think you are a man."
And for some reason, even though it made me feel almost sick, I had to show her.

Can You Tell ?

I snuck into the girls dorm dressed in the girls school uniform. I had gotten to my girl friends room,
and her room mate was there. Then her roommate's boy friend came in with two of his friends.  He says, "Hey, I'm here. You said if we got to your room that you and your room mates would give us a blow job."
I was pretty nervous about this, as they were all part of the foot ball team. Her room mate was half undressed already. My girlfriend was almost too. I was nervous and had to check to see that I was still tucked. I didn't want to get found out yet.  I guess giving a blow job didn't bother me as much as being found out I liked  to dress.

This is a first for me.

My girl friend asked if it would be okay if she dressed me up. I thought that would be fun as we have done this sort of thing before. She gave me a tight black top and a plaid skirt that matched hers. She helped me with my make up. We went into her bedroom and there was her blond friend Tammy.  She says, "Tammy is curious about being with a girl with a cock. You don't mind if I share you? Do you?
I couldn't hurt her feelings by sayin no. That would be so rude.

Sometimes

Sometimes I think there could be nothing better than staying at home just wearing sexy lingerie and being a kept woman. Am I wrong for wishing that ?

When your dream and your fantasy begins to blur with reality.

I used to love to dress up in my bra and panties and wear my favorite heels and some stockings. I would walk around the house, and pretend I was model. I would have a camera that would take pictures of me. I had long brown hair, but fantasized about being a blond bimbo.
Now I was confused.  This was a fantasy of mine, but where was I and were there really guys taking my picture and telling me to play with my hair. I don't remember being a blond.  I don't remember having heels that were this high before.
Oh well I guess I'll enjoy it now while I can.

Found Out, But Not Found Out.

I looked at my girl friend in shock.  I thought that she was going to be out of town for another 2 days. I didn't expect her to come in and catch me.  I was speechless I didn't know how she was going to handle me dressing up. She started to yell at me calling a lousy bitch and I had better get my cute little ass out of her and her boy friend's house. Then yelling at me to tell her where her boyfriend was.
Then I realized she didn't recognise me. What was I going to do?   If I took all my girl clothes and left I wouldn't have my boy clothes.  I would have to just wear my girl clothes.  That might not be all bad.
Oh, you think I have a cute ass?

Wishing

I think I got carried away with the feminization hypnosis and what I was doing and not being in control after I would hear a trigger word. I don't know how many post hypnotic suggestions I have been given.   I found I was doing some things that I didn't think I would do and ending up in places I couldn't explain how I got there. This was something that I usually dreaded when I came to.  This time it was different.   I was in just my bra and panties, and this has happened before, but this time I felt like a woman, and I had that feeling that I was a woman. I just wish I knew where I was.