Hi World

Hi every body that is stopping by to see what's new.
This is Going to go along the lines of the name of my blog.-- My Rambling.
I haven't been posting as I have been very busy. More busy than I prefer to be.
Having problems with sleeping, sometimes I feel I'm depressed, but then there are times that things seem to go great. I have started listening to some hypnosis from Mz Dominika. and that helps me sleep. I only have the 2 Free ones she gave out and I'm Lazy maybe a better word would be too cheap, to buy any more. They help me relax and go to sleep, I kind of think that they make me feel more feminine.  I seem to be obsessed with shaving my legs. I love the way they feel when I just shaved. So smooth. Love how they reflect the light and seem to shine after putting lotion on them,
I used to run a lot, but have injured myself and was told by the orthopedist to do PT. which I have, but still hurts to run. I started riding bike and there is just something missing from it that running has.
I swim now too. (which I could wear a bikini when I do. )  I lift weights too. not as much as I used to. Used to lift a lot. I had some big pects.  Now luckily they have turned to fat and I have nice b cup boobs. glad the pool is dark when I go swimming. Which they were C's.
I'm dressed right now. It has been so long. I can wear my panties to bed and sometimes I'll wear stockings too, but because my house has been like a airport with people coming and going I have never had time to get fully dressed. There is something about getting fully dressed that just seems so settling to one's soul. I wear panties at night but that just settles a little bit of the urge. But, putting on a bra, with the panties, stockings, and a hugging dress with heels is just so... I don't know how to describe it. Maybe an inner peace.
I so admire those that can dress all the time. I'm so envious. Me I look like a guy in a dress and I don't think there is enough makeup on this planet that can make me look like a girl.
What do people think of finasteride?  I know it's not estrogen, but if you block your testosterone with it would your body change with just it.
Stepped away for a minute to try to adjust this thing. I put on a Chasity device  Friday afternoon,  I'm mailing the key to myself.  I should get it back by Monday after noon. Now it is pinching me and it's a little uncomfortable. I think it's cause I'm dressed. I've had it on in the past, but never with a tight gaff and being dressed. I usually tuck when I'm dressed. Now I just realized that the key won't get back till Tuesday.  I've never worn it when I'm dressed, just with my panties. never with a gaff. I think I may have to take it off.