Readers: Thanks for the compliments on parts 1 and 2. I didn't realized that the story would take this long. I didn't realize that my readers would like to see how our friends Jordan and Michael lives would go. I really appreciate the suggestions of some of the things that a few of you brought up. Thanks for the input. Thanks again for being so positive.
Now on with the story.
I was lying in bed. I had the best nights sleep that I've had for years. I had a mild head ache. Oh yeah I did have a lot to drink. Why is my butt so sore. Oh yeah. That's right. It brought a smile to my face. I had the best sex that I've had in my entire life. I let out a long sigh. I reached behind me feeling for Michael . I turned over after not feeling him there. That ass. He fucks me like that and he doesn't have the nerve to see me in the morning. What's that smell. hmmmmm.
" Good morning sweetness. Are you awake for the day?" I hear him say. I open my eyes. He has a tray that has a plate with a couple of over easy eggs and 3 sausage links, a cup of pineapple juice. and the most impressive, a cup of hot coffee, with just a shot of French vanilla cream in it.
" Oh hell." I say. A little mad at myself for calling him an ass(in my head). "Yeah I think I am." I go to give him a kiss and think to myself, do I have cum breath. Think quick. No I didn't give him a blow job last night. We just fucked. No that's not right. We didn't just fuck. We made love. But we moved the world. At least he moved my part of it. I don't think I will ever be the same after last night.
I sit up in bed and he lays the tray on my lap. I put my arm around him and give him a kiss. He smiles and leaves to go into the kitchen. I look down and the tray is on my lap. My bra is still on me but down and wrapped around my waist. I pull it up, being careful not to spill any thing on the bed, and put it on the way they are meant to be. He comes back into the room. and gets into the bed. He has a tray with him with the same things on it. I look at him and ask, "Did you call room service?"
He laughs a little and says," No. They are off today. I had my chef prepare this before he left."
I thought he was serious, " SHIT Michael. I didn't want any one to see me, especially in just my bra, that I didn't have on anyway, and lying in bed, mostly naked. You did close the door when "your Chef" was here. (making finger quotation marks when I said your chef)."
He smiles." No. I forgot to close the door, but he thought that you have a cute butt."
Now I'm even madder. " What the hell Michael? Why would you do that? SHIT !! SHIT!.
He laughs, " Boy you can't take a joke can you? How could I afford to have a chef. But I am appreciative of the compliment that you think a chef made you breakfast." He leans over and gives me a peck on the lips.
I smile at him and say." You ass. Thanks for breakfast. You are a very sweet man, though at the moment I think you are an ass. I am starved." We start talking about plans for the day. It's Monday and we have a holiday day at the hospital. I was not scheduled to work, but I am tomorrow. He is able to work from home so he can do his thing anywhere.
I say to him, "I think I will talk to my supervisor and tell her that I am going to come out of the closet, maybe even talk to HR maybe get a referral to start HRT."
He says, "That is a big step. Things can change fairly quickly once you talk to someone official there. So HRT, that's hormones, right ?"
"Yes. It's girl hormones. I don't think I will have a problem with the hormones. I'm wondering about work. I've been with them for over ten years. I've done a good job for them, both in the ER and in surgery recovery. I don't think it will be a surprise to anyone that I'm finally coming out. Hell, I've worn a bra to work, which isn't easy to hide at times. I wear makeup two to three times a week. I have a pink scrunchy that I pull my hair back into. I've received letters from patients that have mailed them to the administration that are very appreciative of how much care I gave them while they were in the ER or same day. I don't sashay around, but I know people think I'm maybe extremely feminine for a guy. And I don't care what they think of me. I do my job and I am good at it. I happen also to love my job."
"So how far are you going to go? "
"I Don't know. First I need a referral to see somebody to get evaluated. Then again to see someone else to see if I should be on estrogen. Then eventually.." I stop talking.
Michael is looking at me wondering if I'm going to finish my sentence. He says or asks," Eventually?"
"It's weird. I've never liked to be a boy. My mom knew and she let me be a girl when I could be. She kept it from my father, who wouldn't have liked. No he didn't like anything that I did that was feminine. Mom got me some of my own panties when I was a kid. I would wear them to bed. Taking them off and hiding them under the mattress in the morning. I felt I've spent my whole live living as someone that I'm not. Now you come along and treat me like the person that I want to be, Like the person I was meant to be." I'm getting a little teary eyed. "Yeah. I think I love yo too."
He took me in his arms and held me close. He gave me a kiss on the ear as we were hugging each other. I pulled back and gave him a long kiss on the lips.
We both looked down. We still had our trays on or laps, but the food was gone and the juice and the coffee were gone. Nothing to spill.
We kiss for a while and I start to wonder if he ever gets a morning woody. But he gets up and takes the trays and take them into the kitchen. I start to get up, but I don't want to get dressed. I start to look for a robe or one of his shirts to wear. I call out to him, "Do you have a bath rode that I could wear?"
I can hear him walking around the house opening closet doors and closing them. Then he appears in the door way, " Would this work for you? It was mom's, but I never saw her wear it. I think that she thought it was too hmmm. something."
He hands me the robe and it is beautiful. It is pale salmon/ pink color with some storks and some bamboo branches, Mt Fuji in the background and crescent moon. Is also silk. I pull it on as I am getting out of bed. I feels so soft. I'm wearing it and I feel like I don't have anything on. Holly crap this is nice. But I still feel like I'm walking around in just my bra and panties. Hell it feels like I don't even have those on. And then it feels like a bright light is shining on me, trying to get the the whole world to look at me. "Yeah I can see why she didn't like to wear it." We move to the kitchen and he puts the dishes in the sink and has a seat on one of the stools that is nest to the kitchen island. I sit nest to him.
He says," You look really good in it. You can have it to wear when you are here and need something to put on, if you aren't dressed. Personally I don't think that you shouldn't wear anything while you are here." He smiles.
I say, "But then the rules should apply to you too. You shouldn't wear anything while I am here." as I reach for his crotch. I move his robe to the side and grab his cock. I smile at him and say, "Can I have this too when ever I'm here and naked." I start to caress his cock. He is starting to get hard. I smile at him and say, " I'm really glad that I can turn you on so quickly." I start to get down on my knees to start sucking him when he says," No. Not yet. I woke up with that condom on me after sleeping with it on me all night. I haven't taken a shower yet. And now I'm kicking my self in the ass for not. I lean forward and take a sniff of his cock. It smells like concentrated cum and sex mixed together. Not entirely unpleasant, but I guess I now don't want to have that taste in my mouth or have my breath smell like that for who knows how long.
He asks." Do you want to take a shower together?"
"Hmmm. that is a nice offer, but I have this thing. As long as I have my panties or a bra or both on I feel like I am a girl or woman. But the minute that I am out of them, I turn into a guy. So as long as I'm with you I will never be completely naked. Well, maybe there are some conditions that could change that."
"So," he starts. "Let me get this right. Clothes have that power over you to make you feel that you are a woman. But if you aren't wearing any thing feminine you don't feel like a woman?"
" Yes and no. I feel like a woman inside all the time. The clothes, even a just a pair of panties, confirms in my head, that I am a woman. I think that even just this robe would do it for me. And if my head is confirmed that I'm the girl, then my head and aura and actions become that of a woman. When I have girl clothes on I feel like I am who I am. I'm not dressed as somebody who dresses as a girl for Halloween, but as how a girl would dress. Does that make sense to you?"
"Yes." He says. "Maybe you should wear some girl clothes all the time. The maybe you'd feel you were the person that you are inside."
I smile at him and almost smirk," That is something I've been doing for years. I think it was when I was a sophomore in college. I threw away my boxers (though I hated them for lack of support) I started to wear panties. I've been wearing panties daily since then. I found the more I dressed as a girl the better I felt about myself. It was then that I started to dress like a girl every chance I had. I think you picked up on that when we would hang out or go to parties. I don't know If I could ever thank you enough for just going with the flow with me when I was dressed. You are a true friend, and now a friend with benefits, and maybe lovers I hope." I smile at him and lean in and kiss him. "So I get to take a shower first?"
"Sure," He says.
I go into the bed room and get some fresh panties out of my bag and find a bra that matches. Find my tooth brush and tooth past and deodorant, shampoo and conditioner, my makeup bag. What am I forgetting.. Oh well.
I go in to the bathroom and turn the shower on to warm it up. I get undressed, hang the robe on a hook behind the door. I take off my bra and panties and place them on the vanity by the sink. The shower has a glass sliding door. which is easy to move. I step in and it feels wonderful. I let my hair get wet and start shampooing my hair. I get some soap. He has some moisturizing body gel that smells nice. I rub it all over my body. Damn. I can feel that I'm getting a little stubble. I hope he has a razor in the shower. quick sigh. He does. I start going over the areas that feel more prominent and likely to get noticed. I go over my pubes, then my legs. I do a quick scan and I look pretty hairless from the neck down. I've neve had much of a beard. I am so glad that I have never had a heavy beard..
I get out of the shower and dry off. I wrap the towel around me. Shit. I need a towel to wrap around my hair. I find one in a closet in the bathroom. and wrap it up. Now I remember what I forgot. my curling iron and hairdryer. I brush out my hair as much as I can I guess I'll have to see how my hair is naturally.
I brush my teeth and do all the usual morning stuff. I put on my fresh panties, Do my tuck. then put on my bra. Shit. I wasn't paying attention and got the wrong bra. I'll be swimming in this. I get to the bed room I change Bras and put it on. Shit! Now they don't match. Oh Well. I think that he won't care if I'm standing in front of him in just my lavender bra and my black panties. I know a few years ago that wouldn't have mattered at all. I decide that I need some socks, but don't have any, and will have to wear the thigh highs. Seems odd with jeans doesn't it? I do my make up and put on some pink lipstick. I find the top and jeans that I want to wear today and put them on and put on the little boots that I brought with. They have a 2 1/2 inch heel so I get some of the butt effect that heels have with them instead of flats. I look in the mirror and check things out. Oh yes. that works.
In the meantime Michael has left the kitchen and went to the bed room and I caught a glimpse of him. He has been living by himself for awhile. I could tell. He walked from the bedroom to the bathroom naked and I got to see him. He turned on the water to the shower and stepped in. He left the door to the bathroom open. I stepped in. The shower had a sliding glass door and there wasn't any fogging of the glass, so it was like he was standing in front of a window. I don't think he noticed me watching. I stood and watched for a while. Then the song Debbie Harry sang when she was with Blondie, Picture This, comes into my head. I will give you my finest hour. The one I spent watching you shower. I will give you my finest hour, oh yeah. I stood watching him. He got done. turned off the water and stepped out and started drying himself. I still don't think that he has noticed that I've been watching him the whole time.
Then I said, " I was hoping that you would drop the soap and had to pick it up. I am so disappointed."
I didn't think that I would embarrass him, but I could see that he was blushing. He walked over to the vanity and then must have realized that he forgot his boxers. Then he realized that he would have to walk real close to me to get through the door to get some clothes. I was almost blocking the door. He approached me, was touching me. I put an arm up to wrap around his neck and gave him a kiss. He fell for the bait. I wrapped both arms around him and started kissing him feverishly. He was kissing back with the same fever. I reached down and took his cock in my hand. He was soft initially but I felt that I had magic in my hand as he soon became hard. I think that it is such a compliment to me that he can get so hard so quickly when I take him in my hand. He must think I am as beautiful a woman as he has ever seen, and that I'm sexy as hell. Or is it the same reaction that every guy has when a girl take a hold of their cock. Nahh. I think it's just me and my magical hand. (In my Dreams)
I take his cock and use it as handle to guide him into the bed room. There I make him sit on the bed and I kneel down between his legs. I still have a hold of his cock with my right hand and I use my left hand to push his body back so he is lying in the bed with his legs hanging over the edge. I straighten up a little and give the head of his cock a little kiss. I see a little bit of my lipstick on the tip. I smile to myself. I wonder about taking a before and after picture to see where all my lipstick ends up. I start licking him up and sown his shaft. I take him in my mouth and suck and I can feel that there is getting to be more blood in the tip where I am sucking. I go down as far as I can. I can feel the gag reflex starting to make me know that I have a lot of cock in my mouth. He is so clean after showering that I don't get a lot of the muskiness that he has the last time I was doing this. He still tastes great though. I keep on sucking and licking and enjoying my self. This sure beats chewing gum if you have an oral thing. It's also a great way to develop an oral thing. I remember that I can use my hands to. I start working my hand up and down. Giving him a hand job at the same time I'm blowing him. This is only my second blow job on a real person. So I cut myself some slack.
I hear him starting to breath deeply and huffing and puffing. Then he says, " I'm going to cum." I take this in stride. I'm not quitting. So just cum already. It's what I want to do for you. He cums in my mouth and there isn't as much as the last time. I'm feeling a little disappointed, but he does taste really good. I keep licking him till I'm sure that I have it all. I lick my fingers too just in case I missed something. I'm still on my knees between his legs, when he sits up on the bed. He has that look in his eyes of a spent man. He smiles at me and motions me up. I stand up and am still between his legs. He pulls me down and I'm sitting on his lap. I wish I could explain how it feels to sit on the lap of a naked man that has a huge hardon. Especially when you are fully dressed. I'm just hoping I got all the cum off of his cock and he doesn't get any of it on the butt of my jeans. I stand up really quick and look at his cock. There is lipstick smears all the way to the base of his cock. I smile and say to myself Good girl. Do i have any lipstick marks on the butt of my jeans He stands and looks like he is going to give me a kiss, but has a little hesitancy. He's unsure about kissing and getting a little cum breath or more from the kiss. He take his hand and lifts my chin and kisses me lightly, but then He kisses me harder and does some tongue exploring. So you don't mind the taste of cum?
He looks at me and asks, " What else do you want to do today?"
" Well if I'm going to be the girlfriend. I'm going to need more girl clothes. I am thinking that tomorrow I will tell people at work that I'm going come out as trans. I will need to start dressing as a girl full time. I don't have enough girl clothes right now to do that. I have a few things, but not enough. Actually I have more than a few things, but it isn't enough to live like a girl. So we could go shopping and see if there are any good sales going on."
He got dressed. I watched him. It wasn't boring. He looked pretty sharp. Nice black Dockers and a button down collar blue shirt. the some black Sketchers. Black belt. He gave me his mom's nice coat to wear. he grabbed a dark blue pea coat. Put on a Black Beanie hat. Then we stepped out into the garage and got into his car. The garage isn't heated so it was pretty cold. We left his house and he drove to the mall asking mew what places I wanted to go to. There was a V.S., Penny's. and Macy's that I wanted to hit. They had staff there that were really friendly, and very helpful. We decided that if we were still there at lunch time we'd hit the food court. We go to Penny's and they were having a great sale. Because they were having such a good sale. they were really busy. I got a couple of tops and a couple pairs of slacks. We Went to Macy's and was looking at bra's when a sales person came over and asked if I needed any help. I think that she should have been in the make-up section as she was really gorgeous. She asked what kind of bra I was looking for.
" Right now I'm just looking for something that will hold things in place till I get more developed."
The clerk and I were in the middle of the lingerie section and Michael was patiently waiting in one of the aisles.
She looked at me and smiled knowingly," Oh I can help you there sweetheart. Here this would look good on you. Hold things from jiggling too much but still be sexy when you take it off. Also it's on sale today for a good price. We have some variants of it as well. Different colors, different amounts of padding and a push up as well for those times when you want to show off the girls. There are also matching panties too. Nothing shows more sexiness then wearing matching bra and panties."
I said, "I don't know how many I need. I'm just starting to transition and don't know how quickly I'll develop." She seemed to get a gleam in her eye.
"How long have you been on hormones?" She asked.
"Haven't started yet. But I plan to make an appointment tomorrow. I plan on telling the people that I work with that I'm coming out."
"Really?" she says. "You look so much like a natural girl. You have the voice of one as well. And you have a hunk for a boy friend too?" She tilted her head towards Michael. "Is he being good to you? Not treating you like shit or worse?"
I blushed some. "Thanks," I said. "No he's a great guy. I've known him for years. We just seemed to have connected over the weekend. I'm not sure how far our relationship will go. But He accepts me as I am. and that makes me happy. I just hope that my workplace will accept me."
"Oh. You sweety you. So lets get you set up with stuff."
She shows me a couple of bras that I like and we find the matching panties. She talks me into a push up bra. Why, I don't know. I don't have anything to push up yet. But I do have my breast forms at home. She leads me over to the sleep wear area and shows me a nice teddy that she says I would look good in. Then we are in the make up section. She puts some eye shadow on me and before I know it she has some eye liner as well. I look in the mirror and I'm starting to look like a vamp. She looks at me and say, " Now you need this." She takes my chin and holds it up and starts putting the brightest red lipstick that I have ever seen on me. She does bottom lip and then the top lip. "There now you are beautiful on the outside too." She throws that lipstick in my shopping basket and says, "That is my treat for you. Do you want to try on a couple of dresses. Or do you want to wait for your girls to come in first?" As she looks down at my chest.
I smile at her and say, " I'll wait for the girls."
She chuckles, "Smart move. The girls can dictate the style of dress that you can wear."
She helps me pick out some more skirts and slacks.
I say, "I can't think of anything else that I need. I know that I've at least tripled my bra collection and you can never have too many panties. I have more slacks. and tops now. Thanks for your help."
She says, " You're welcome. Come over to this register and I get you taken care of."
She takes all the items and scans them and I start getting the feeling that this is going to be a big hit on my banking account.
She says the total, " Six hundred and fifty five dollars and eighty seven cent."
"Oh. Shit." I say. I was expecting it to be a big hit but not this big. " I don't think I can afford all this. I was so caught up in getting these things that I didn't keep track of the total. I think I will need to have you take some of the things off."
Michael comes over and asks, " What is the problem.?"
"I didn't expect it tot be this expensive. I'll have to decide what things that I don't need.:
He looks at he cash register and has a surprised look on his face. "Oh !! I could help you out some. I could pay half or whatever."
The clerk looks at him and then me and I can see that she is impressed in Michael in a good way and says, " How about I give you some help?"
Michael and I both look at her and wonder how can she help.
She does some taps on the computer and then says, "There you just got an employee discount."
Michael and I look at her again, and say almost in unison, "But she doesn't work here."
"Yes. I know. But she was a good employee when she did. I'll need your phone number to complete things."
I gave her my cell phone number and I thought it was odd that she wrote it on a piece of paper, Then she fiddled with the computer some more and says. "The new total comes to two hundred and seventy eight dollars and ninety four cents. Is that better?"
"OMG Yes. that is wonderful." I used my card and paid for every thing. I picked up most of the bags and Michael took a few more. We started walking away and I told Michael I had to go back. As I was walking back I got a Text.
She was still standing at the counter when I asked her, " What did you really do?"
She smiled and said, "I put everything in with my employee code. That gave me the discount. I claimed all of the things could be worn at work, so I even got a bigger discount. Or you anyway. I was surprised that it accepted me wearing the teddy for work. That would be fun and I'm sure that I would get some attention if I did. Did you get my text? "
I looked at her and thought, even I could give her a lot of attention, and I'm going to be a girl soon. I hope.
"That was you?" Looking at my phone. It said:
"Yes. I didn't really need your phone number for the for the transaction. I just wanted it myself.
it was a pleasure meeting you jordan. call me. you have my number now. i don't expect you too but if you breakup with that hunk and need some one to talk to or if you just want to have a girls night out or girls night in im pretty available to you. xoxox michelle
I smiled at her," Yes. I probably will call you, maybe to just chat. and ask for advice. You can only get so much advice on u-tube. Thanks so much for your help. I think that we will become good friends."
She smiled and said, "Yes. We could become very good friends." Then made s little puckering of her lips like she was giving me a kiss.
I walked back to Michael and he asked what that was about. I explained what Michelle had done for me and he chuckled. We walked on and talked a little about all that I got. He then said, "Ya know I used to walk through these department stores and see these guys standing in the aisle while their wife were over looking at things. I now believe that I've just joined them."
I looked at him and smiled, and said, " Were you thinking of me being your wife?" I laughed.
He looks and me and seems to get a little serious, " I think it's a little too early in our relationship to ask you that question. But if I ever did, do you think that you would even consider it?"
I was surprised, (very pleasantly). I said, " I don't think I could right now, but I think after I start my transition, I think that I would consider it. Lets see how our romance and life right now goes. I have to let my workplace know that I want to be a girl. And I have to talk to an endocrinologist about hormones. and I would like to be on those for a while. Then you can ask. If you want to."
Then I said somewhat shyly," Are you thinking that you want to?"
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